Friday, April 22, 2011

TENSION~!!!


OKAY~
OFFICIALLY TENSION TODAY,TOMORROW AND THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW!!!
WEEEEEEE~
REASON???
TODAY, TOO MANY WORK DUN FINISH YET
TOMORROW I HAVE EXAM ON UBS
THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW I HAVE PRESENTATION BUT I DUN PREPARE ANYTHING!!

P/S: I USE CAPLOCK BECOZ I PRACTICING UBS~ NGEEEE

WINK WINK!!!

Friday, April 15, 2011

A confession to make!!

LOL at the title..
confession la sangat~ Ngeee
a few day before, my heart aching!
I keep emo-ing myself..
I felt like dun want to live anymore~
I felt like nobody care about me!
And know my existence~
I felt so useless!
why?
i dunno~
maybe my hormone is not rite this month~ LOL
too many problem im facing~
I not too strong to againts it myself!
I hate my weaknesses!!
I keep all the problem inside!
I dun know how to speak out loud!
Im afraid that i will make others sad!
But...
IDK!!!

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH ♥

Friday, March 18, 2011

posting practical~

My brain was really messy dis week..
with all the assignment and project I have, it make my day worse!
To make it became even worse, I must think which state i should do my practical, i must tell my instructor dis coming monday!
oh no!!!
which state?
i still cant decide!
i afraid that after i decide to do practical in the state, i do not found any, and i found at another state, it make me become more worry...
Aigooo~
Anyone need me for internship!!
please tell me ur state!
so that i can tell my instructor~^^
hahaha~
FYI my internship is on Feb 2012~

Friday, March 11, 2011

Alexander is back on Twitter!!!

After a few week xander not post anything twitter, he post again with the note!!!

Alexander L. Eusebio

On Friday 11th March 2011, said:


[한국어]

안녕하세요! 알렉산더입니다.
사랑하는 키스미 여러분 정말 오랜만이죠? 죄송합니다. 이제야 여러분께 글을 올리게 됐어요.
여러분들이 아시는 것처럼 저는 유키스를 떠나게 되었고 소속사와의 계약도 해지하게 되었습니다.
무엇보다도 지난 3년간 계속 응원해주신 키스미 여러분, 정말 너무나 너무나 큰 사랑을 받았기에 더욱 마음이 아픕니다...
그동안 여러분의 사랑과 응원이 정말 큰 힘이 됐어요.
아울러 그동안 키워주신 소속사 김남희 대표님과 회사 식구 여러분 좋은 기회 주셔서 감사합니다.
그리고 함께 연습하고 놀고 싸우고 웃고 울고... 무대에 섰던 우리 유키스 동생들! 그동안 너무 재밌었고 또 많이 배웠어. 컴백 화이팅! 언젠간 우리 같은 무대에서 설 수 있는 날이 오겠지?
다시 한 번 키스미 여러분의 사랑에 진심으로 감사드리고 영원히 영원히 여러분의 사랑 잊지 않겠습니다.
그리고 이제 산더도 재충전해서 더욱 성장하고 발전한 모습으로 여러분을 만나고 싶습니다.
앞으로도 잘 부탁드립니다. 여러분 감사합니다. 그리고 사랑합니다!


[English]

Good morning everyone, this is Alexander. Long time no see. Thank you for waiting patiently during this difficult time.
As you all know, my departure from U-KISS has been official, and my contract with NH EMG has been terminated.
I would like to take this opportunity to thank God for all my beloved KISSme fans from all around the world for being my BEST support since my debut in U-KISS.
All of your love & support made me into who I am today, with all my achievements.
I know that my departure from U-KISS might be quite sudden and heart-breaking for most of our KISSme fans...
It is also heart-breaking for me to say goodbye to all of you. But I would say, I respect the decision of my company.
I would like to thank Mr. NH Kim (CEO of NH EMG) for giving me the opportunity to work as a member of U-KISS, and to thank all of my fellow NH EMG staffs for their care.
Nevertheless, I would like to thank my U-KISS members. During these 4 years, we played, we worked, we fought, we laughed, we cried... I have learnt so much from you guys...
Thank you so much for letting me be a big brother all these years... You guys are like real brothers to me... I'm sorry that I could not continue the journey with you guys...
But I will always be supporting you guys! All the best to your comeback. Hopefully one day we could once again stand together on the same stage... Love you all...
Although I have no idea what my next step will be, I will just humbly follow wherever the Lord leads me to.
Meanwhile, I would like to take a rest, do something meaningful, and upgrade myself.
Lastly, it was my honor to work for my beloved KISSme from all around the world.
I won't say this is a goodbye. Hope to see you all again very soon as a new Xander.
Thank you so so so much & I love y'all always...♥

"Although we've come, to the End of the road, still I can't let go..."♪ (Boyz II Men - End of the Road)

Xander Welcome back to twitter!! We miss U~

EarthQuakes in Japan

Yesterday, world was shocked by the earthquakes and tsunami at japan.. A thousand of people died, missing in that tragedy. Hope everyone will fine! Let pray for them so that they will be save.^^

Junsu safely arrives in Korea!

yesterday, after heard about earthquakes news in twitter, my feeling is upside down.. it so tragic to imagine that disaster was destroy the japan. I watch the video in CNN live, it so tragic and I am sympathy to the Japanese. i hope they will be fine!! But not that all who make me felling sad, it include the news that said that my hubby JUNSU in Japan. I was afraid to think something bad happen to him. i was praying for him so that he will save. i am waiting the news from him, to said that he was save. At night, i got the news said that he fine and will be depart at incheon on 12.20 Kst from japan. after heard that news, I was so happy!!! I am glad that Junsu save!!! I hope bigeast and japanese also save! Lets pray for their safety!!
here is some picture when junsu arrived! he look so tired!





credit to: DBSKnight and withjyj

Quote of the day

Can your hear that?
My heart Is telling you "I love you", But I cannot reveal my true feeling to anyone...
Can your hear that?... My heart Is still waiting there for you to open and I can only hope you will know it... That I'm the one here to love you...
I'm begging you please know it...Someday.


a dialog from a thai movie A crazy little thing called love
Love the storyline.. It so sweet!!!
Love Mario and Baifern too~